Tuesday, February 25, 2025

belief is the weapon of the desperate



and the grass all dead and the

weeds spilling across the driveway


no sons of ghosts no

need for lies


sunlight on faded flags until

the idea of america becomes

                               confused


i have my own theories about

who needs to be killed


i have a headache


three in the afternoon

end of july

and the air too thick to breathe


don’t make a sound


don’t waste your time on prayer


call this place

you’ve arrived at the ocean

or call it the desert

and then consider the need for rain


park in front of the apartment of

a girl you used to know

and then wait


five years becomes ten

ten becomes twenty


don’t let your children

catch you growing old


don’t be afraid to consider

suicide from time to time


in the end you can only

reject your despair or

embrace it