Monday, March 07, 2022

angel of death

 


and distracted by soft music, by

sunlight and clouds and rumors of god,

these small noises of wars fought

in distant lands, of falling houses and

sleeping children, hands cold on the

steering wheel or on the trigger of

the gun, ideas of escape, motion, gentle

hills rolling down to deep blue oceans,

and i am here to tell you these things

that may or may not be, and i am here

to explain that nothing can be explained,

and i am sorry for your father’s cancer

and i am sorry for your grandfather’s

suicide, but quietly, the sound of my

voice too much in this wide open

field, the pain of memory everywhere,

and when your lover tells you she’s

drowning what she means is that

you’re the sea and when your

children run away what they want

you to believe in is the smothering

weight of failure

 

what they want to punish you for

is never quite spoken out loud





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