3 from about 15 years ago, my "featured writer" spot on the ever-present Poetry Super Highway
poem in a single breath
think of something
bigger than god
think of famine
think of war
walk into this house where
someone’s sister has
just lost her unborn child
what she wants is
to describe it to you
what she wants is the
warmth of a living body
how human are you
willing to be?
premonition of a rock through my front window
my son asleep in
the afternoon of cold rain
and a strange van driving up and down
my street
what i’ve lost
is my list of enemies
wherever i am
is always too close to the place
i’ve escaped from
a pale blue room in a collapsing house
maybe
and my hands numb beneath then
weight of flat grey light
the taste of metal or
of burning
of the flesh of ghosts and
what it’s taken me twenty years
to learn is that nothing is
ever completely safe
and what this makes me
want to
do is destroy
a vague story with implied relevance
in another town
i was a different man
i remember this
i had just lost you
or the person i thought
would end up becoming you
it was winter
dark at four in the afternoon
and all of the dogs starving
and my father still alive
but not anyone i ever spoke to
and there were rumors
of christ’s return
of course
and the first whispered stories
of rothko’s suicide
and i sat in a cluttered room
in a stranger’s house
i waited
for the phone to ring
began to forget all of
the words i’d ever invented
woke up in the morning
to the sound
of children on fire
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