Wednesday, August 17, 2022

ondine's blues

 


this 13 year-old kid in his

front yard waving a gun

 

this idea of god

 

of men dying in prisons

 

and i will give you a broken pencil and

a blurred map of america and

what i want for you is to find the point where

these things meet

 

what i want is for my children to

never read anything i've written

 

to never find out my fears

 

and do you believe that we are all parasites?

 

have you filled your mouth

with your father's ashes?

 

or maybe there is only

the empty fury of his hands

 

the memories of slamming doors

 

of engines revving

 

your younger self small in the passenger seat

as the car takes the turns at fifty miles

an hour on the wrong side of the road

 

the person you've become

watching from a second story window

as the boy is thrown to the ground

 

watching as his mother walks away

 

none of us anything that

could ever be called beautiful





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