Tuesday, June 20, 2023

go blind

 

find my father’s bones in

the desert, but not his wings

 

take the diamonds from his eyes

 

this is what i remember

from the last century, and so

this is the basis for

all of my lies

 

i don’t want to hear about his

death in a hospital bed, and

i don’t want to hear about

the motherfucking future

 

the plan is to tie up

her parents

 

the plan is to take the child

from its home then drive

down to mexico and kill it,

and i remember laughing

 

the plan falls apart, but not

before the oldest

daughter has been raped

and listen

 

there is no plan, of course,

only a silence that needs

to be filled with

meaningless words

 

there is only money and

less money and no money

 

my father’s bones in the

desert, worth less than the

small cost of burying them





Sunday, June 18, 2023

no fear, only oblivion

 

slow bleeding in a cold room and

he’s the same age as you

 

he’s a father and a son and

a believer in the age of miracles but

the age of miracles is gone

 

the west coast is a fading dream

 

all those saints and angels waiting

for the last house to fall or

the needle to hit bone

 

all those death row inmates

laughing at

the idea of salvation

 

tell her you don’t believe in murder but

what about all of those

people you’d love to see dead?

 

think about the ocean

as it begins to rain

 

two half-truths are a start but

the map still needs a key

 

the desert means something

different to each of us

 

tell him this and he turns away

 

a clock on every wall and they

all give different times

 

it’s like some definition of

god that finally makes sense





Friday, May 26, 2023

small poem to fill an empty page

 

 

summer of ’92, before the 

flood, before the abortion, before she

tells me whose baby it is

 

a rusting trailer at

the edge of a cornfield

 

buzz of cicadas, neverending rumble of

trains passing in the distance and she says her

husband ignores her or

he yells at her

 

says he hasn’t fucked her in

almost three years,

doesn’t even hit her anymore, and

what we’re waiting for is winter

 

the possibility of escape that

never becomes a reality

 

the inevitable future

which is only ever a less hopeful

version of the defeated past





Monday, May 15, 2023

Monday, May 01, 2023

a love poem from the upstate desert, late february

 

and now nothing means anything

 

north of the city, late february, wastelands and

industrial parks and nothing quite living

and nothing quite dead

 

each sunfilled day an

infinite weight on the chest

 

each passing moment, and

what to do but drive?

 

shades of luminous grey layered over

shades of luminous grey, and that

the rain here tastes like poison

 

that you learn to accept it

 

and this is the plan, okay?

 

this is the nothing from nothing that

will come to define all of our lives

 

not freedom but the

freedom to consume

 

the need for more even in this

manmade wasteland, and have i failed my

children or was it my own children

who failed me?

 

i’m told the distinction matters

 

i’m told that all wars can be won,

but who are you willing to sacrifice?

 

who do you love more

than yourself?

 

everyone lies at

some point


Sunday, April 30, 2023

there’s only one way this is going to end - the book

 



https://www.amazon.com/dp/8119228138

https://www.cyberwit.net/publications/2103




Author: John Sweet
Binding: Paperback
ISBN: 9788119228133
Publisher: Cyberwit.net
Pub. Date: 2023
Price: $15
 
 

In these poems, we find how the poet withdraws from outer experience to concentrate on the inner. These poems are full of amazing and deep imagination. It is evident that in all these poems there is present a rich style and a variety of melodies to attract the readers. It is quite remarkable that the poet has discarded the obsolete or worn-out phraseology. The poems are endowed with intense imagination, dreamy grace and subtle suggestion. All these poems become quite charming due to ‘maturity, manifested in technique, of feeling in relation to thought’.