Saturday, September 09, 2017

the truth, in less desperate languages


4 a.m. birdsong before the day
collapses before the lights in the garden
fade and i am looking for word here i am
singing a song or humming a dirge i am
crawling backwards into the room of
                                        forgotten saints

a memory

heroes with needles hanging from their
arms and then you grow up

move to a town where the poison
flows from the factories to the river

kills children on the way

and only static on the radio and nothing
but mindless reality shows on tv and
so you begin to consider the
spaces between the passing seconds

i sit on the foot of the bed and
consider how much pain
such an ordinary house can hold

how many brilliant sunfilled afternoons
can be wasted before a life is
considered a total loss

don’t fuck me up with empty hope and
i won’t fuck you over with
                  unfulfilled truths





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